Thursday, February 3, 2011

What other people think about you in is none of your business.

I really like this.
We are what we repeatedly do, excellence then is not an act but a habit.
Kong hee fatt choi.
Year of the Rabbit.
Love your enemies
Bless those who curse you
For if you love those who love you, what reward have you?

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

why do people have to hurt each other

You just waltzed back in my life like you deserved to be here or something. You could have come back anytime, anytime before now. But you waited and waited. And you know what? It's too late. I kept waiting for you to come back, and you didn't. You never came back, until now. Anytime before now I would have welcomed you back with open arms. But you're too late this time. I gave you more than enough chances to make things right and you didn't. I opened myself up to get cut wide open. I finally moved on. I'm happy and I don't need you anymore. That's something I never though I'd say. I'm sorry if I'm not ready to throw all of that away to let you back in and make me look like a fool when you screw me over. Again. I cant put myself through that again. You cant erase the past. The way we are now, is not my fault. I didn't cheat, lie, or push you away. You did this to yourself. I'm sorry if you cant find anyone who amounts to me, which you probably won't, but it's your own doing. I'm not saying this out of spite or pity or anger even. I'm saying this because I know that no girl will ever amount to what I was for you, what you were for me. No girl will ever connect and feel for you the way I did. Maybe that same will go for me. There's never going to be another guy that is just like you, who loved me like you did. But I'm ready to move on, to experience what else is out there. I cant put myself through what you did to me again. I need change. If we're meant to be, we'll find each other again one day and maybe I'm fall madly in love with you again, just like before. If not, I really hope you find happiness in the decisions you made, because God knows I would never have chosen this for us. But I also cant fix what you created, and I don't want to anymore.

Take care of yourself.


As you know, I'm not good at goodbyes but I guess that's what this is,
a real one this time, cause as much as I thought I wanted us to be together,
I guess what I want more is to be one of those people who lives every moment of their life without indecision and without regrets,
someone who dares to disturb the universe without a thought to the consequences, and you're not one of those people,
at least not yet.
Maybe you'll prove me wrong about that one day, hope you do, but who knows?
Maybe people can't change.
Maybe we're doomed to repeat the same mistakes over & over again, no matter how hard we try.
I always hope for a happy ending, how crazy is that?!
Take care of yourself.

one tree hill


Lucas: I never meant to hurt you.
Brooke: That doesn’t really matter, Lucas, because in the end it all hurts just the same.

why do we keep running back.

We run back to each other when it’s convenient.
We know that in the end, we’re meant for each other but not for right now.
So we play these games, act like we’re okay when one of us has someone else.
When in reality it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else.
But it’s that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps us running back for more.