It's preferable to fall off a bridge.

You really don't realise how much this is killing me, everything you do, say, don't do, don't say.
I hate how much easier you're finding all of this.

I'm sorry to the rest of you who have to read this but this is where I put my thoughts when my head's filled and can no longer think with these taking up space.
But why my thoughts are typed here is because people don't want to hear this. People can only listen to someones feelings and problems for so long before they've had enough, so to save whom ever from that, that is the reason I type.
But why on here, such a potentially public place? It is because if someone were to ask about this particular topic, that is what I would tell them. I don't write every single feeling and the extent but mostly, yes I do but only when I cannot take the feelings any longer. Anyways this is the end of this rant, I shall continue with my initial one.

One minute I miss you but I don't want to because it seems like the feeling is not reciprocated. So I need to get over this, move on and somehow stop letting it consume my thoughts and feelings.
But however it may seem just know I did, do, still care.