Lies..

I've never had a sicker feeling in my stomach. The thought of losing a best friend. My best friend.

We've been through it all.

I haven't ever really thought about what it would be like to not have her just a phone call away if I were to ever need her.

What can I say to her.

What should I say to her.

Misunderstandings are a regular occurrence. They can happen so easily and can come because of so many things. Things unsaid, things said, actions misconstrued.

But what do you say, what can you say.

In my state of anger a couple of nights ago I said something that was interpreted by numerous people. All different. All wrong.

What do I say to clarify their misunderstanding without sounding like I'm 'covering my tracks'. I don't like lies. 'Lies have short legs, they don't get very far'. I wouldn't even think to do such but what do I, can I, should I say...